29 March 2011

I want it now

Progress comes quietly, when I least expect it. But I have no patience.

Often, it's followed by backward motion. Then another breakthrough.

I had a little breakdown last week. I am sick to death of being broken.

And then I have a good day. At least, a better day.

Too much of my life is revolving around this debility.

I don't have time for this.

Go listen to some good music: "Hysteria" from the album Absolution by Muse. I'm doing ok, in the main. In answer to that question, I just don't know. June for sure. But surgery, if it comes to that, won't happen before mid-May, and recovery is 6 weeks minimum. You see why I'm frustrated.

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